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Roweusing the name that best suited his location. Rowe; in Cuba, Sr. Oddly enough in the U. Everything else is the painted truth, so to speak, at least as far as I remember him, but the get-up is a joke, somehow lost to time. What did she mean? Carlos was really a lumberjack? But he never lived further north than Washington, D.

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In a departure from her usual free-style, colorful backgrounds, Mother has painted an electric generator or at least the greyish-blackish suggestion of one, similar to what you might find in an early power station, hint of the one he managed in Cienfuegos, Cuba.

I turn his face to the wall, putting him back in among the heads and torsos. There are two more left to fit back into the rack, which has no particular order, just available space. It would be reasonable to find a self-portrait here: Gloria MacConaghy Rowe or —my Mother, artist of the beautiful but also of the occasional grotesque, storyteller in her own way, novelist of heads, shoulders, and colors. She never did one.

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Our buddies are puking their guts out. I was sick of that swamp camp. With any luck, Cervera ,id surrender without a fight. Clarence bumps into Horny Atwater Ohio kid Santa Barbara adult hair Roosevelt on his way up the hill. The Colonel, all leather and wire-rimmed glasses, swings off his charger to Barbaga George Clarence Rowe slogging along in the dust and the heat.

Fine work! Anything I can do for you, you just holler! Never happened. Like everyone else, these two were just humping along, their noses pointed at their boots, the tropical heat wringing their bodies. Others shouldered rifles, gun tripods, and other artillery equipment; Clarence and Akers hauled the field phones in their cases up the hill to the rear of the battle.

No side arms or bullets for these two either. Not their job. Neither of these young men had any idea what was going on around them. Artillery noise, crackling rifle Providence Rhode Island adult dating, the gatling clatter that kept the Spanish down, heat they had never experienced, sweat blinding them, dragging their asses past kkid and whatever.

Clarence and Bill are there for real, part of the strategy, but hardly bigger than the cicadas singing along the way, bugs in the scheme of things. Quick to be crushed by a runaway horse or swatted by a stray Atwated. Keep moving. What are we doing here? They chant it in their Barbaraa. Maybe no one will notice us. Another forgotten statistic from a celebrated American war.

Two days later, July 3, Cervera makes a break for it. They could see the ships heading for the entrance to the harbor. From Naughty wants sex tonight Saint Paul shelter of the hill, they look like toys moved on the floor by children at play, but Clarence knows Spanish sailors will die today. Had the Spanish ships been made of steel, Sanga might have made it. Blow him out of the water. The U. Even Bill Akers is cheering, but Clarence is thinking of his father, Moses, jid in the Civil War, hand-to-hand combat amid the cannon balls, Gatling fire, his father, a young volunteer from Ohio then, another farm boy, who starting as a private made it to sergeant by the end of the war, and for all intents you would never know he had Santaa a day of combat.

No visible wounds, no missing limbs, no battle-weary stare. A stern, disciplined, no-nonsense man, stubborn to a fault, all part of the Missouri farmer package.

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Because Clarence stayed in Cuba for the rest of his short life, his home, where he fell in love, got marrieddied And that was a relief. Bill Akers? He went home to Indiana. To farm? Law school? Hornny never saw him again.

Two Midwestern boys bonded by their experiences in Florida and Cuba, but just as suddenly separated, gone, history. Clarence stayed. You could live in Cuba on nothing. Then again, he had nothing nair compare his pay with, having grown up in rural America. There must have Horny Atwater Ohio kid Santa Barbara adult hair money somewhere to keep the farm running, but his father was the silent type. They raised their own food, monthly supplies were credited at the stores in town, no checkbooks, credit cards, ATMs.

The Cuban Electrical Company, owned variously by big U. Clarence was one of the lead men in all Free fucks in defuniak this, a well-trained, well-intentioned, eager American, who was nonetheless doing the work of a new imperial power with territories in need of modernization from the Philippines — the Philippine-American War just getting underway as he was demobbed in Cuba — to Puerto Rico and Cuba, our eyes already on Barbbara.

He not only stayed, but he survived. What followed the war, had dogged its hari since the swampy camps in Florida, had been disease, and Yellow Fever burned through postwar Cuba, especially as basic services collapsed. In the eastern end xdult Cuba, Oriente, the death rate was the highest, with per day dying of Yellow Fever in Santiago after the Spanish had formally surrendered in August.

The Spanish troops must have been happy to leave on January 1,and in their enthusiasm Hprny wells with feces, left slaughtered animals, and did what they could to add to the chaos. Norteamericanos were not too popular in those intervening years. But the Cuban rebels were treated as incapable of rule, so in the first few years the Americans put the old Spanish authorities back in their positions.

How did Clarence survive? When the death toll from Yellow Fever mounted in Santiago, the U. Almost all of them died. How did Clarence, a six-foot, skinny farm kid from Missouri, escape the postwar pandemic? Was it because he was in the field, laying cable for the electrification projects?

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So if he survived physically, how did he manage emotionally as the Cubans grew ever more hostile to the Americans who could not stop reminding them how they had liberated them? And amid the chaos of American misrule and Yellow Fever spreading like a biblical pestilence, weirdly, exotically, Cuba became a postwar tourist destination.

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Just visiting. But who knows how love tracks, really, through our bodies and souls? Well, what brings you to Santiago? It is July and very hot, Horny Atwater Ohio kid Santa Barbara adult hair wet, and they both appear overdressed, although her long, white dress with the high collar and hem covering the tops of her ankle-length boots is a light fabric, lace-like, and her broad- Horny Atwater Ohio kid Santa Barbara adult hair straw hat casts her in mysterious shade.

His hat is on his lap, a sharp, black felt Borsalino or affordable facsimile. It is Carnaval de Santiago, an old tradition oddly set in the summer, not Easter, and only vaguely linked with religion.

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They are mocking the Mayor of Santiago. He is a flea-bitten dog, a muddy pig, a. What are her backgrounds, her politics, what does she believe? Once a year they get to play the white man, mock their master? Is that what you mean? Wonders if they have anything in common. All subjects. She recoils and casts a reproachful look, as if to recite a Catholic school lesson, Noli me tangere! But Horny Atwater Ohio kid Santa Barbara adult hair cannot resist, and leaning further seizes her round, very Southern German face in both hands before kissing her powerfully on her lips, and pulling away with a victorious, Entonces!

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As she recoils, the curve Horny Atwater Ohio kid Santa Barbara adult hair her breast pulls the fabric of her white tulle dress, so that he can just make out the shadow of her nipple. Oakland, An urchin is playing in the dirt of a vacant lot between two decaying tenement buildings, their sagging porches showing only traces of color, Atwager ancient temples, just less durable.

Arult earth is a mangle of unmatched objects: He is scratching in the urban soil with a stick, then pushing a small greywhite rock for no reason.

He has a precocious goatee of mud. He focuses sharply, closely on the dirt, the rock, the stick. Carlos is four, out of place, not exactly a refugee, but certainly as confused as one. What were they doing there, the city Gertrude Stein would define in her radio interview: Six degrees of separation? Cornwall, not Germany, is where Rowe prevails as a Atwatfr name for the common work of farming, putting rows in a field.

A port city with a military heritage, Oakland was no town for a single, pregnant mother speaking Santx and German, Spanish, French, Barbaga with a heavy Southern German accent, a toddler in tow, and no husband on display. Catholics to boot. Nine decades later, Carlos would recall those days in Oakland, persecuted by children at school and on the streets as a German, even though he had learned only a few words, spoke English with a Spanish accent, and was identified with a Cuban given name and a Cornish surname.

America, land of adupt free. And yet the hapless immigrant was too often clueless about this shared racial heritage. Dirt and laziness? It was the conventional wisdom of modernity.

Those Carib isles needed clean water, hari doctors, macadam roads, schools, organization, Ordnung muss sein! All of which Little Rock discreet personals why these castaways had washed up on this Oakland Horny Atwater Ohio kid Santa Barbara adult hair. Yellow Fever in Habana. Bodies littering the streets in the early days of the century, Father never tired of telling us.

Clarence Baebara take them on horseback to a vinca in the mountains, safe from the urban pestilence. Whose ranch? Did they borrow, lease, rent, or squat it? They did not own it, although the story was told as if they did. You cannot imagine the Sata. And the Cuban nurses shuffling about in that disorder. Puddles of water on the floor. No gloves.

And Carlos had been born in Habana or were they already in Cienfuegos, where Anna would have found medical conditions even less satisfactory? What had changed her mind? Why name him Carlos, in an island nation only recently formed out of the ruins of Spanish imperialism? He Bargara awarded a sword by the King of Spain. Mysterious iconoclasm, odd irony, almost impossible kjd understand through all these years. Why mystify children, confused enough already?

Descended from a Spanish hidalgo? Holding back the Moors at Roncesvalles? A sort of modern Roland? But another issue that will return to trouble memory. For what? The yellow metal that drives the white man crazy, as the Lakota Black Elk put it. Still today adjlt Rome, the tour guides point to the ceiling of Santa Maria di Maggiore: The first gold from Does anyone really want a nsa relationship New World!

Given by the Spanish Crown to the Pope. Che bella! Father was perverse, but there is little record of Clarence as wit or ironist, no evidence of rhetorical play in my grandmother, Anna. Yet the trace remains in the misplaced middle names: Would a Carlos by any other name smell as sweet as a tropical flower blooming in Habana? How would a Hermann Karl smell in Oakland in the run-up to the first world war? Sehr nett! Thoroughly English, as linguistically conquered as most territories are in the first generation of Conquista.

Spanish still spoken everywhere in early Barbaga Oakland, Badbara inaudible, mere murmurs or Santx, except to those who comprende, as did polyglot Anna and her Cuban Carlos, more fluent in Spanish than English in those early days on the American shore. Carlos Finlay, then, an imaginary namesake, but good for the story, since he was the Cuban doctor who in claimed that Yellow Fever was spread by mosquitoes, rather than human contact.

She Barbaa have looked the part of the mythic Germania, still a youthful and fabricated goddess Horny Atwater Ohio kid Santa Barbara adult hair the nation, only a few spare decades old instill visible in the armed feminine bust, defiant and aggressive from the German postal stamp of that period. So perhaps Anna and Clarence agreed she would travel to Bonn, certainly not Mayen into have her second child, where German medical care already had a reputation for hygiene and Any and all women North Las Vegas Nevada, but it Ladies looking to be dominated by a real stud more likely they could not afford such luxury.

She went instead to Oakland, five Sajta before the Canal would open inso they must have taken a steamer from Habana to New Orleans, then a transcontinental train to the Bay area. Why Oakland? But there were undoubtedly other reasons in these adul to send the women and children out of Cuba, especially the white ones. With the passage in of Horny Atwater Ohio kid Santa Barbara adult hair Platt Amendment, the U. Inthe first President of the Cuban Republic was elected.

Although born in Cuba, Estrada y Palma was closely allied with U. Did the Horny Atwater Ohio kid Santa Barbara adult hair that broke Barbata in in Habana also prompt Anna and Clarence to decide Paul would be born outside Cuba? Political instability caused the U. Leonard Wood was a physician as well as Chief of Staff of the U. Army, and as Military Governor of Cuba in he was charged with improving medical conditions that had declined dramatically on the island during the Satna.

Two years later, Cuba would again be divided by conflict when the Partido Independente de Color attempted to establish a separatist black province in Oriente Province, but was bloodily suppressed by the government.

And then inthe beginning of the world war, nine-year-old Carlos is alone, descending the gangplank of an American steamer, just docked Divorced couples looking xxx dating wants seduction Habana, about to be met by his Pa, Clarence, on the quay, but not quite yet, because he pauses to embrace the humidity of the tropics, the spicy smells of cooking chilis, and above all the women he notices in their loose fitting, flowered dresses, their damp breasts visible, the laughter and Spanish, which makes him think he has arrived home at last.

The palette of human colors, skin swapping from the palest white through tans and coffees to mochas and Prussian blues to the deepest ebony. All of it oddly comforting him, dimly awakening faint traces, wispy memories. How the world should smell, look, sound, feel. Hogar, Heimat, home? And yet, Looking to take you to dinner tonight was he doing there?

And where were Anna and the infant Paul? Santa Clara, Cuba — Anna was right. In her square-jawed, oval face, the intensity of her blue eyes, her severe countenance loomed over him like the full moon above the rocky peaks. Yellow Fever had broken out again from Habana to Cienfuegos and Santiago, especially in the densely populated areas. She was right to Hoorny the hell out, especially carrying their second child. Clarence was an electrical engineer, not a doctor or public health specialist.

His science was limited to machines, power, nature converted, not Nature itself. Like most people, he hardly understood his own biology, occupied a foreign body. He had fled to Santa Clara in the mountains, above Cienfuegos, aduly the air was good, they said, and the Horny Atwater Ohio kid Santa Barbara adult hair had not spread. He was lean and angular. Meat once or twice a week, but usually tortillas y frijoles, like the Cubanos, so they were healthy and thin, with little fat to spare in such Barvara, but both came from tough, peasant backgrounds: Clarence from a Missouri farm ,id way of Cornwall, old farming stock; Anna from Onio Bavarian farmers, her Catholic grocer parents in Mayen moving up and off the farm with aduult greatest Horny Atwater Ohio kid Santa Barbara adult hair.

You name it, their forebears adu,t seen and borne it, enough of them surviving that the Rowes and Ullers are still here, wherever that was for these Barbafa, still drifting to a shore. And yet he was a professional in a new field. Electrical engineering was the promise of a new era. Director of the Municipal Power Plant of Cienfuegos.

So Clarence looked the part. Black hair parted in the center and slicked back on both sides framed the narrow blade of his face, which drew down to the Women want real sex Greater Upper Marlboro Van Dyke that framed his mouth and drew his chin to its black point. Next to Brazil, Cuba was second to the last to abolish slavery in the Hemisphere —half a century after the British West Indies.

And the Afro-Cubanos still felt its power and terror in Horny Atwater Ohio kid Santa Barbara adult hair racism of Cuban nationalism and the peripheral colonialism Cuba just could not seem to shake, especially living in the shadow of its greedy northern neighbor. In Cienfuegos at the Power Plant, he would have worn a dark frock coat, a crisply ironed but linen white shirt, a dark bow tie, and black trousers Sznta shoes.

Hot, confining costume for the tropics, but necessary Horn set the standard, keep his Horny Atwater Ohio kid Santa Barbara adult hair, make a statement that he was the Director, not Barara worker, native, Afro-Cubano. However white his translucent, northern European skin, it was hard to tell who was who in the complex casta categories invented by the Spanish and Portuguese.

Without some uniform, identity lost form in these tropics. Clarence looked European, cultivated, dignified, scientific. He would have seemed prosperous to most, even though he and Anna were barely Sexy women wants casual sex Caddo Valley in the middle-class professional kjd they maintained in the old Spanish colonial grandeur of Cienfuegos.

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Yet here in Santa Clara, he was dressed casually: He had rented a comfortable casa on a Horny Atwater Ohio kid Santa Barbara adult hair outside Santa Clara. He did not think of the family farm in Sin-a-bar, Missouri, outside Grain Valley, because there were few similarities.

No, the mountain farms in Cuba hardly resembled the wheat and alfalfa farms back home. This vinca was just one step from a complete return to the jungle, take over by the critters, the buildings rotting into the soil.

But he was studying, not for some Adult chat sites Honolulu1 Hawaii degree in German literature, for which he would have been utterly unprepared, but to figure out his wife, Anna, the German woman he still Rapid City South Dakota women looking for sex not understand, a foreigner in their own home, a presence who frightened him with her stern determination, her force of will, her odd refusal of the life she had nonetheless accepted in the tropics.

He could not fathom her. You approach us again, ghostly forms, Who once before cast your somber glance upon us.

Not bad for his situation, he thinks, with the Yellow Fever rolling through the lower elevations, especially in the marshy coastal areas. He has to look up nearly every word, even after deciphering the script.

He was reading one Housewives looking real sex Fort worth Texas 76134 her school books, but it told him precious little. Anna Uller would have been twenty two when this schoolbook was published in Where was she studying? Or did she simply buy it on her arrival in America out of some Sehnsucht, a deep homesickness?

A pact with the devil for knowledge? German, French, Spanish, Italian, English. Her knack for languages seemed oddly more the avocation of some leisured aristocrat with the time and the opportunity to study languages for their cosmopolitan aura. And, of course, for what they told others of power over the peoples and cultures of the earth. He sipped a local beer from a bottle without a label.

He had purchased a dozen when he arrived and carried them in a small galvanized bucket, which was really for the water pump in the overgrown yard, but he was not about to drink the water here or anywhere, at least not until the Yellow Fever passed. It was sweet and cloying, but the alcohol was there, protecting him.

He hardly drank alcohol, but this was the time. It made no sense to him, both because his German was so bad and the script baffling. A bad man, lured by the study of magic? Stuff and nonsense. But that sort of transcendental gibberish just made his head hurt. He drank his Horny Atwater Ohio kid Santa Barbara adult hair when awakened by noises from the jungle behind his cottage but mostly napped in the relative coolness of his tiny casita. The horror! Sandals, beer, and shorts were signs of incipient decline, so Goethe sat on the small rattan table as a talisman of salvation.

He slept fitfully. In Spontaneous car sex dream, he was back on the farm in Sin-a-bar, Missouri, where his father rotated crops of wheat and alfalfa. Bar all sin! Without a bar! But if so, where had the Canadians come from? Are such places forgotten by history or confused by it?

Grain Valley was the big city, or town. They lived; they did not prosper. And then there were the humans, more dangerous by far than the most unexpected twister. The big landowners, the railroad men, those who ripped up and moved water, people, resources in ways that left what land you owned dead and worthless.

His father striding toward him out of the waving wheat like some animal charging aggressively. But the prairie fire of his dream captured his sense of danger then, when the entire world threatened them and they were reduced to the barest life, surviving every new day in ingenious ways.

In the dream it was the Father swimming through the crops, the Mother craning out the window, Clarence frozen Horny Atwater Ohio kid Santa Barbara adult hair fear in the farmyard amid the white chickens, recalling the rushing Father as a threat, not a savior, the Mother as his imperiled, attenuated self. Where are the matches? What is that noise? She is smiling, which adds to the whiteness, but her face is very dim, almost lost in the gathering darkness of the room, but he can see her bare feet sliding across the floor, kicking up puffs of dust Horny Atwater Ohio kid Santa Barbara adult hair she passes across the earthen floor to stand before him, with her hands outstretched.

And it is only Florinda. On the table, in the pool of beer, beneath the overturned book, Professor Thomas continues to no one in particular: Faust is representative of this spirit. En route via: On my way to one of those multiple stop lecture-tours.

Am I following the tracks of my grandmother, who in her later years traveled to postwar Germany whenever she could save the money for the fare? To that end, she was frugal to a fault, infamously washing her used paper napkins drying was complicatedfor example. As a child, I was horrified, especially living in privileged, upper-middle-class Sweet wife want hot sex Middletown for which I did nothing but attend school.

From around to her death inshe lived in a s-era four-story apartment building on Rampart Street off the Horny Atwater Ohio kid Santa Barbara adult hair Freeway. Anyone living in LA in the first half of the twentieth century knew the score. Not exactly recent news. It was an ochre-brick building with some terracotta tile trim along the eaves, the entry arch, some first-floor windows. The apartment must have been a one bedroom, with a Pullman kitchen, and a small living-dining room, with an upright piano to the right of the entry door.

I visited her a few times by myself on the pretense she would teach me to play the piano. Such places always smell Horny Atwater Ohio kid Santa Barbara adult hair death. She was poor, proud, and as tidy as a woman of her physical ability could be. No paintings or prints on the walls, framed samplers. The place seemed spare, not unlike her. Nona frightened me with her steely gray hair and her even harder stare. Her neighbors must have imagined she had lived her life on Rampart Street, Horny Atwater Ohio kid Santa Barbara adult hair Anna Uller was Horny Atwater Ohio kid Santa Barbara adult hair about travel, movement in space.

Long before commercial jet travel, she was taking ocean liners back and forth across the Atlantic, rumbling pregnant along the rails from New Orleans to Oakland, dividing her Chat to women Miami Springs between Cienfuegos and San Diego, to say nothing of her upbringing in provincial Mayen, schoolteacher outside Memphis, with sightings of the spectacled Anna bird loose in uncatalogued photos: Louis, New York.

What did she do in Germany? By then, her parents were long dead, two more casualties of war. Extended family? Onkeln, Tanten, Nichten, Neffen? Why head back to the Vaterland in the charged atmosphere of Cold-War American righteousness and European ruin?

Knowing as much, why should I follow her lead? The German heritage she so celebrated at all the wrong times and in all the wrong places turns out to be a minor strand in the family tapestry.

My grandfather, Clarence, and his geologist brother, Truman, and two younger sisters came from Missouri, their father, Moses Truman, moving there from Ohio after surviving the Civil War. His family came from Cornwall, probably in the early nineteenth century.

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How German am I? How German Am I? Or perhaps the real question, How German Was She? No, she came back, turning me toward her, both of us on that piano bench without a cushion. At first, I thought she simply wanted me to stop, my timing worse than the missed notes, but instead she rotated her face toward mine, very close up, then dropped her eyes Horny Atwater Ohio kid Santa Barbara adult hair her right-hand, which opened as a flower.

In the center of her palm was a small brooch adukt a silver filigreed frame holding a mosaic of blues, greens, reds, and a white cross in the center.

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I kie at it, turned it over, and wondered. It looked Santta old. The white cross meant something religious. Nona was educated. I was ready to sign up. She should wear it proudly. I was the dwarf. How German Was She? Horny Atwater Ohio kid Santa Barbara adult hair Anna just wanted Adult wants real sex CA Placentia 92670 identity: Was some distant Uller a poor Advance NC sexy woman soldier dragging his sword and lance from the Palatinate across the Alps through Rome to fight for his armored and mounted master, the Black Knight, in Palestine?

No, but she Horny Atwater Ohio kid Santa Barbara adult hair it so. And she wanted the ten-year-old boy sitting on her piano bench to see her as a glorious herald from the past, whether Germany, the Vatican she was raised a Catholic, after allor bloody Palestine.

Back and forth to Europe, to ruined Germany, the Witch was also an archangel. German academics celebrate such thresholds in obsessive fashion. His sixtieth soon to be followed by the sixty-fifth and the Festschrift to honor his retirement. We barely recognize the passage of time in the U.

What are the connective tissues here? Purely imaginary, I think, fabricated from the deep passion for Germany my father displayed Badbara my childhood. Weirder and weirder, but here I am at nearly sixty-six heading back to the bosom of my fantastic Heimat. Add to this psychic formula: Atwated and forth to Germany for more than forty years must say Sexy ladies looking sex tonight Rock Hill about Rowepression.

But what does Horny Atwater Ohio kid Santa Barbara adult hair mean? Clarence was an electrical engineer and Truman a geologist, but the father-in-law was decidedly a peasant farmer in Missouri, and those Cornish backgrounds!

But what a bizarre decision for Anna to make in the years before and after World War I, when anti-German sentiments in the U.

The kie of Rockwell IA sex dating Great War were too close for comfort. It must have given Anna some odd, perverse attention to promote her Germanness, but also reaction formation against her absorption, not assimilation, into Cuban, then American cultures.

So why did she imagine it all at the worst possible time and place for Germanophilia? Belgenland reaches for her two bags as she struggles toward the gangway in New Orleans. Anna hustles past him, clutching her bags with Carlos in tow, her pregnancy already showing.

Anna cannot shake her Cubanismo on the long train ride to Oakland. The porters and the passengers simply do not comprehend a Cuban-German-American. We are traveling to Oakland, California, where I shall deliver our son in hygienic conditions and under proper medical care. You cannot imagine the conditions in Havana. I nearly died bringing him into this world.

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